Re-acceptance

OK, sorry that I have not been posting lately but no ones reading so it doesn't matter :(
Well this blog is not about being read it is about being written. To tell you the truth I have not been in complete faith in God for the past couple of months, but Rod Bollins taught a lesson at church that just clicked something in my brain. Everything about God just makes sense to me! Like Gos does exist people, he is real, he is there for you, and most of all he died for you. This is real stuff, and I learned from everything, that there is evidence that God exists. I suddenly realized that the only reason why I was asking so many questions was because I was avoiding what I already new, but I am proud to say that I have accepted God as my eternal savor. I honestly believe that God is there and is watching every move that I make. I love it how all of a sudden I am so sure of myself, how I suddenly can go out there and tell people the truth about life and the way that you should be living it! Sorry if this blog is a little confusing but I just needed to tell everyone that I honestly believe that God exists and that I HAVE FAITH!!!!

What a Life :)

Last night while I was lying in bed I thought to myself, how much time of my life do I stop and enjoy it. I thought about this for a long while last night and repeated over and over in my head my schedule for the week; First I go to school, and remember that is seven periods to sit through. Then I come home,and every night I spend at the very least, doing three hours of homework. After that I take a shower and go to bed. Now how much of that time do I spend praiseing God, or praying. In my head I concluded that I only spend 2 hours a week praiseing and learning about God. The only reason that I learn and praise for two hours is because I go to church. If I cant even get as much time as I want in for God, then how am I supposed to enjoy my life if my life is going by so quikly. Every single adult that I know has said to me enjoy being a kid while you can, or don't grow up to fast. I dont know how to stop growing up so fast everyday,every hour,every week, and every month goes by with great spead. I dont know how to make time stand still for just one moment, thats what I would wish for if I had one wish. I would wish for time to just stand still, even if only for a moment. Everyday of my life I want to stop and pray or stop and have fun, instead all that I am ever doing now, is work and trying to look good so that everyone at my school will like me. For the past week this has been weighing heavy on my heart and I would like everyone who reads this to know that you dont need to have time stand still, all that you need to do is enjoy life as it is going fast.